my back yard is filled with about three feet of snow.....it's just a big mass of white. I can barely look at it.
I'm so tired. I feel like staying in bed and doing nothing else. I guess it's from being out of my place for so long. I love my privacy. I have a lot to do, but for now I can just chill out here. I just have no energy.
I auditioned about about five days ago for something and still haven't heard from him. He is a friend and I have worked with him before. He knows my style and asked me to audition again, but I feel kind of dejected. I don't know if it's the weather or if I sucked at the reading or didn't look right or what. I feel frustrated with cold readings and I almost think I waste my time, if I don't know the material. I need to work on something for a long time and how I read has nothing to do with how I'll perform or even rehearse. It's bummy. Plus, I would have liked to play the part. BUt it's a learning experience I have to see it that way.
Well, I'll be going somewhere yet again: Indianapolis to see my folks. Sadly, my dad is sick. BUt it'll be good to see everyone. So I guess I'm still sort of traveling, although I'm debating whether to continue here or not. I think this should be moved cause I'm not technically RTW yet. I hope to be.